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| So yeah I'm not going to lie its like 2 days away from my birthday and I could really care less right now, a lot is going through my head right now. It's weird
Also I went to the LN Dance Concert tonight it was really good to see some dancing, which of course lead me to think about dancing which lead me to really really miss dancing. It was or is I'm not sure how to phrase that, my passion. Like one of those things where when you are driving in your car and you hear a song with a beat you start dancin or seein a dance in your head, which of course isn't good because your drivin'. But yeah I now can't seem to cheer myself up.
Well luv u lots~Kocher | | |
| Well not much has been going on really I've been working alot because well I have nothing better to do. But that's actually good because Christmas is rolling around here and my pockets are sooooo empty
My bday is in like 12 days im so excited 18 years isnt totally huge or anything but still its a birthday none the less
I really miss spinning already even though Kenny didn't really seem to care that i quit but Kelly cared, and well of course luke and bean were sad but anyways Ill update alot so dont worry! | | |
| Okay so like how many days until I move out? Like honestly, how many times have I dyed my hair... a millioin. And has anyone ever told me that it looks weird. Nope! thats what I thought. Well my parents are really being gay because they are like well you can't do it any more. Pardon me but its my hair, hell my mom does my hair have the time, she's was like use sun in and it will turn blonde, well too bad I don't want to be a blonde been there done that, they really don't have more fun. Like honestly, I feel like my hair doesn't even belong to me anymore, I'm not allowed to cut it short how I like it, I'm not allowed to color it, who knows by next week I might not be able to straighten it. Seriously, well I hope they know that when I turn 18 I'm getting my tattoo regardless of what they say. Hell I stayed up until 1 am this morning cleaning my whole room so I could dye my hair and now after all of that when I could have been sleeping they think that its a bad idea. I hate them, o and don't forget that my mom doesnt like me looking like a "man" cuz I guess that wearing a beater, with my hair messy and my nike bag is manly. What the hell! You know what else really pissed me off, I showered right after school yesterday so that I could dye my hair and so today I did stuff but didnt shower because my hair can't be clean but no its like 11 15 and now everything is screwed up this just pisses me off that they think they have control overe me like that after they said that I can do something. Honestly, everytime I want something we don't have the money, or its not a good time, or they dont approve. Well when Rachel wants something or Andrew wants something its totally cool and they find the money. It pisses me off, I have no clue how I'm going to afford my new track shoes considering I have to pay for any dance/guard clothes Its so stupid I'm sorry but lately I've been barely making $40 for two weeks. Its so stupid, because I can't pay for shit. Well anyways have a good weekend I'll talk to yall lata. | | |
| Okay its been awhile since i said anything so what the hell why not.
Okay so like an update I guess, I have a bf, his name is Steve. If you want further details ask but yeah moving on. I made winter guard, yeah its kewl i love spinning. Let's see nothing really is happening thats too important right now really certain ppl at school piss me off buts that totally natural I guess. So yeah see yall lata. | | |
| Okay so I really dont have like anything awesome to say I just didnt want to look at my other entry any more. But yeah its Saturday and I have no motivation to clean before I go shopping. But I pretty much figure that if I want to go I will have to clean up. So yeah I'll see yall later. | | |
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